What is going on in my life

I have realized that there are many decisions that I have been faced with and it is making me pretty stressful. Actually, everything around me is a big stress ball. I have had to decide if I am living in my apartment with my roommates starting June 1 when the rent starts or live at home for the summer until August 1. My parents and grandma want me to stay home for the summer, but I am thinking differently. I want to take a class this summer to keep me on track for the nursing program so I can start my nursing classes as soon as possible. My grandma thought different with my plans this summer. She thought I was going to work at the nursing home job I got back home and I would have time to spend some time at my grandma's cabin. She seemed pretty disappointed when I told her that might not be the case for the summer. And she believes that it is not totally my whole decision in this. She believes that my boyfriend has something to do with my decision-making, but that is not the case. I totally had this decision kind of decided even before meeting my boyfriend. In that note, I have been with my boyfriend for about almost 6 months and it has been the greatest 6 months of my life! I have never had anyone in my life that has made me the happiest woman in the world! I have never been so comfort with being with like that in someone in my life. I have never been so serious with someone in my life! My boyfriend is so caring, loving, and the biggest thing that I love is that I can be myself around him! Anyway, I feel like my parents and grandma don't know who I am anymore even though I am still trying to figure out who I am. I think if I get a job in La Crosse then my parents will be more understanding of me moving for the summer in our apartment. It would only make sense for me to take the class here at Western when I could walk to class and live in the apartment when we can. Don't worry my grandma won't have to worry about not seeing me. I will make sure to make the effort to go to her cabin. I really love my grandma and miss her and my parents. I just think they are having a hard time with me growing up and that is what it makes it so hard to be the oldest because I am the first to go. Well I will tell you how it all turns in the end.